Me lembro quando eu era adolescente, tinha uma crença que eu iria crescer daquele jeito, ser aquela pessoa para sempre porque eu gostava dela. Mas não é bem assim, a vida muda, eu mudei, você mudará. A questão é sempre o controle, para tentar não se perder no caminho e não se encontrar mais.
A última vez que escrevi nesse blog foi em março de 2007, estamos em março de 2009, e eu ainda lembro dele, porquê? Eu ainda lembro, volto e leio porque isso ainda sou eu, porque eu ainda gosto de lembrar os meus pensamentos no passado, me torturo e me delicio com as minhas palavras. É incrível ver sua vida passar, como você se sentiu naqueles momentos.
Eu recorria a textos pequenos, a um blog, até desenhos, para desabafar, hoje eu não se qual é meu escape para sentimentos. Talvez o trabalho, mas não é suficiente. Talvez eu deva começar de novo a escrever, a desenhar, quem sabe? Poderia tentar encontrar meus sentimentos, organiza-los e trazer para mim algum conforto de saber que posso contar com alguns rabiscos ou palavras uma maneira para desabafar.
Domingo, Março 15, 2009
Terça-feira, Março 27, 2007
When I Come Around - Green Day
Composição: Billie Joe Armstrong
I heard you crying loud
All the way with the sound
You've been searching for that someone
And it's me out on the prowl
As you sit around feeling sorry for yourself
Well, don't get lonely now
And dry your whining eyes
I'm just roaming for the moment
Sleazin' my backyard so don't get
So uptight you've been thinking about ditching me
No time to search the world around
Cause you know where I'll be found
When I come around
I've heard it all before
So don't knock down my door
I'm a loser and a user
So I don't need no accuser
To try and slag me down because I know your right
So go do what you like
Make sure you do it wise
You may find out that your self-doubt
Means nothing was ever there
You can't go forcing something if it's just not right
No time to search the world around
Cause you know where I'll be found
When I come around
Uuuhhh...
No time to search the world around
Cause you know where I'll be found
When I come around
When I come around
When I come around
When I come around
Segunda-feira, Março 26, 2007
A Rush Of Blood To The Head - Coldplay
He said I'm going to buy this place and burn it down
I'm going to put it six feet underground
He said I'm going to buy this place and watch it fall
Stand here beside me baby in the crumbling walls
Oh I'm going to buy this place and start a fire
Stand here until I fill all your heart's desires
Because I'm going to buy this place and see it burn
Do back the things it did to you in return
Ah, ah, ah
He said Oh I'm going to buy a gun and start a war
If you can tell me something worth fighting for
Oh and I'm going to buy this place, that's what I said
Blame it upon a rush of blood to the head
(And) honey
All the movements you're starting to make
See me crumble and fall on my face
And I know the mistakes that I made
See it all disappear without a trace
And they call as they beckon you on
They said start as you mean to go on
Start as you mean to go on
He said I'm going to buy this place and see it go
Stand here beside my baby watch the orange glow
Some'll laugh and some just sit and cry
But you just sit down there and you wonder why
So I'm going to buy a gun and start a war
If you can tell me something worth fighting for
And I'm going to buy this place, that's what I said
Blame it upon a rush of blood to the head
And honey
All the movements you're starting to make
See me crumble and fall on my face
And I know the mistakes that I made
See it all disappear without a trace
And they call as they beckon you on
They said start as you mean to go on
As you mean to go on, as you mean to go on
So meet me by the bridge, meet me by the lane
When am I going to see that pretty face again
Meet me on the road, meet me where I said
Blame it all upon
A rush of blood to the head
I'm going to put it six feet underground
He said I'm going to buy this place and watch it fall
Stand here beside me baby in the crumbling walls
Oh I'm going to buy this place and start a fire
Stand here until I fill all your heart's desires
Because I'm going to buy this place and see it burn
Do back the things it did to you in return
Ah, ah, ah
He said Oh I'm going to buy a gun and start a war
If you can tell me something worth fighting for
Oh and I'm going to buy this place, that's what I said
Blame it upon a rush of blood to the head
(And) honey
All the movements you're starting to make
See me crumble and fall on my face
And I know the mistakes that I made
See it all disappear without a trace
And they call as they beckon you on
They said start as you mean to go on
Start as you mean to go on
He said I'm going to buy this place and see it go
Stand here beside my baby watch the orange glow
Some'll laugh and some just sit and cry
But you just sit down there and you wonder why
So I'm going to buy a gun and start a war
If you can tell me something worth fighting for
And I'm going to buy this place, that's what I said
Blame it upon a rush of blood to the head
And honey
All the movements you're starting to make
See me crumble and fall on my face
And I know the mistakes that I made
See it all disappear without a trace
And they call as they beckon you on
They said start as you mean to go on
As you mean to go on, as you mean to go on
So meet me by the bridge, meet me by the lane
When am I going to see that pretty face again
Meet me on the road, meet me where I said
Blame it all upon
A rush of blood to the head
Domingo, Março 25, 2007
Joseph Arthur - In The Sun
I picture you in the sun wondering what went wrong
And falling down on your knees asking for sympathy
And being caught in between all you wish for and all you seen
And trying to find anything you can feel that you can believe in
May gods love be with you
Always
May gods love be with you
I know I would apologize if I could see your eyes
cause when you showed me myself I became someone else
But I was caught in between all you wish for and all you need
I picture you fast asleep
A nightmare comes
You cant keep awake
May gods love be with you
Always
May gods love be with you
cause if I find
If I find my own way
How much will I find
If I find
If I find my own way
How much will I find
You
I dont know anymore
What its for
Im not even sure
If there is anyone who is in the sun
Will you help me to understand
cause I been caught in between all I wish for and all I need
Maybe youre not even sure what its for
Any more than me
May gods love be with you
Always
May gods love be with you
And falling down on your knees asking for sympathy
And being caught in between all you wish for and all you seen
And trying to find anything you can feel that you can believe in
May gods love be with you
Always
May gods love be with you
I know I would apologize if I could see your eyes
cause when you showed me myself I became someone else
But I was caught in between all you wish for and all you need
I picture you fast asleep
A nightmare comes
You cant keep awake
May gods love be with you
Always
May gods love be with you
cause if I find
If I find my own way
How much will I find
If I find
If I find my own way
How much will I find
You
I dont know anymore
What its for
Im not even sure
If there is anyone who is in the sun
Will you help me to understand
cause I been caught in between all I wish for and all I need
Maybe youre not even sure what its for
Any more than me
May gods love be with you
Always
May gods love be with you
Fazer as malas
Não é assim, tão simples. Você me manda fazer as malas. Ir embora, manda a vizinhança toda ir embora. Não seria melhor ficarmos para ajudar a limpar a bagunça. Todos temos culpas, e culpas diferentes. Não adianta medir, não existe escala. Não adianta fugir quando as coisas estão na sua cabeça. Eu não quero fazer as malas, nem eu nem ninguém pode aceitar isso. Vamos todos aqui ficar, pegar uma vassoura e fazer desse lugar o que um dia ele foi.
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